GrandFather

Today i receive a sad news from my mom..
My grandpa has pass away this morning..
Cause of death : sudden heart attack
Time of death : 3am (Hospital)
Age : 80+

Death and born was inevitable, my grandfather was a great person in the past.. although the way he treat his family a bit harsh, but that's the way to teach his son/daughter to grow mature. However, he never did those things to his grandson/daughter. He did it on the way round, teach use with happiness and patience. Luckily i still can projected my grandpa face until now. The only things that makes me happy was his smile, a smile that have a thousand of meaning. A smile of his and my grandma enough to make my day complete. I used to spend a lot of time with them before i pursue my degree in malaysia, watching DVD's together at night, having lunch every night, and breakfast every weekends, laugh together and a lot more.

The only things that in my mind, how will my grandma spend her life without her half soul?
could she bear his emptiness?
could she smile without him?
But it doesn't matter, grandpa already go to a peaceful land to meet GOD. GOD will take care of him now.
and my grandma will have a lot of support from her family, since she still stay at my house with my uncle.

Its been a rough day, i'll not share this loss with others.
Every people have their own problem, sometimes its better that people don't know our problem.
I can do it :)

Ciaoooo...
~cen~

Unofficially Graduate

Dear bloggers,

Finally my university live ends today, congrats to myself because i have patiently gone through my uni live for 3.5 years. Many things that happen during that time, upside down, happy, joy, sad, disappointment but its all have been paid off today. 26 November 2012 was the day i receive my final result as a student. But my journey was not end here, but instead its just the beginning of other stories. I've buried my past as what i promise in the last 2 years, and  today was the day i close my old chapter and begin new chapter of my life.

Thanks to all people i meet during my uni life, 4 batch of people come and go each year. They teach me a lot of things that i never face in my entire life and thanks to God and my family who always support me anywhere anytime, mentally or physically.

Lets we start a new fresh life without regret and mistake, plan our move wisely, decide our future maturely because we only life once and we don't want to make our life miserable but we must make our life colorful.

Ciaooooooo
~Cen~

My Feeling

Walau kumasih mencintaimu ( Eventhough i still love you )
Kuharus meninggalkanmu ( But i need to leave you )
Kuharus melupakanmu ( And i need to forget you )
Meski hatiku menyayangimu ( Even my heart still love you )
Naruni membutuhkanmu ( Conscience need you )
Kuharus merelakanmu ( But i need to let you go.. )

OST Samson -  Bukan Diriku

~Cen~

Friendship

Hi bloggers.. its been a while i post up new story..
Its because i'm kind of busy with all the activities start from my parent come visit me and ALL my SUPERB housemate came back to Malaysia..
1 word to describe "WONDERFUL" i really appreciate this 25 days of gathering..
Nothing was more precious than this simple moment.. Family and Friends, what we need more? For me, its more than enough..

My family who always support me, My friends who always play along..
its really Awesome :)
but its over already, most of them already back to china and hometown.. But, we have plan our next gathering.. its "CHINA"
we will have our next gathering trip in HARBIN in this end of year.. will look forward to that day..

I'm appreciate our value of friendship.. We never change even though we separated for a long time..

When we gather, its become like the old times.. Sharing, joking, playing, teasing, travelling..its JOY..

So people, don't ever treat your friend bad or change.. because, good friends were HARD to find..
while friend for Benefit is EASY to find :)

Ciaoooooo

~cen~

Simple Conversation

You still gorgeous and clumsy..
You still pretty and funny..
You become fatty..
But..
You still you the same old you.


That's how I describe about you..
Thanks god that we still can have this simple conversation :)

~Cen~

New room

Finally i get my own room, a spacious room where i can spent my leisure time alone :)
Its almost like a room i called "poison room" Funny words is it?
But that's the name for my room..

Time pass, people change and getting old..
I think i've change a lot, can't describe it though.. :p

Ok bloggers, time to sleep..
I'll spent more time in writting..
Ciaaaooo bloggers,

~Cen~

Missing :)

Hei, to tell the truth i miss you a lot :)

~Cen~