Its time take a move

I've think clearly for a couple of weeks..
Now i decide to end my problem by telling the truth..
Its been a rough weeks and i think i don't want be like how i am now..

~Cen~

Patient :)

How we train ourself to become self motivate?
How we build ourself to have strong character?
How we attach ourself to obtain strong mental?
How we adept ourself to a situation that crowded?
How we convince others to think that we are special?

The key to succeed was "PATIENT"
This words was simple, however it have a deep meaning behind it..
try to put "PATIENT" words in the end of every question that i Write above as an aswer..

by using this simple word, we can create so many wonderful things in this universe..
However, patient was not the only things that we need in.. "BY CHANCE" was the second important things..
Pair it again as an answer to the question..

Have you all realize how important this 2 words??
Start ur day in this beginning of September by using those 2 words as a guidance trough out your daily activity.. 

Hope it can help you all build a better personality and way of thinking.. :)

VOILA bloggers..
~Cen~ September

Relaxing in the middle of hardnesship..

Let me share something today..
There was a lot of place in malaysia, a lot of foods, a lot of place to live..
but the Question, was it suitable for us??

i found a place where i think was quite good, its far from city and less crowded..
Today i stay at my aunty condominum in Mont kiara, Kepong area..
This place was really nice, they have a good breeze of wind, less people and calm atmosphere..

This was the condo, its called bougainvilla :p

I take it from the canopy, by seeing the mountain that surrounded the condo, u'll feel how fresh the air was here.. ;)

I don't eat much during my vacation here with my family..
you guys know that i still have problem myself.. ;p
i wish i could settle it fast.. but must be patient..lol..

Breakfast menu, we go to ipoh road to eat "DIM SUM"
this things was nice, i like dim sum.. (but babura n nelayan on my hometown at medan, indonesia was unbeatable ;p)

We just eat a bit for breakfast, coz my dad aldy eat DA PAO (means bakpao in indonesia, roubao in chinese)
plus, i dun have any appetite.. i woke up at 6 in the morning and can't sleep aldy.. =='

Lunch : i skip it.. dun feel like going to eat anything..haha..
we going to city today, meet my parent temple member.. 30 people coming to malaysia for vacation..
GAO MEN TIM -> can't be control all..lol..
Back to house and teach my MOM how to use Blackberry Messanger and make some program for my mom lappie, for business purpose..haha..

Dinner : some-more, i like traditional food.. long time i didn't eat aldy..

 Menu : steam head salmon fish with garlic and tomato, xiao li bai chai and potato mince pork.. what a perfect dish..haha..

This was called taiwan rice, its a bit red and purple.. the rice was quite nice.. but i can't eat it all..
i share 3/4 to my dad..lol..
and i only eat a bit of the fish..really no appetite at all..=='

so, here i am.. back for good to my HOME SWEET HOME apartment at sunway..
i plan to cook something 2mollo, at least i do something to boast back my mood..
this couple weeks was really bad.. however, i still can smile while i'm outside..
still my parents didn't suspicious with me.. Like i have 2 face..haha..

Lets called it a  day bloggers..
~Cen~

The Truth..

Why people tend to have hard time to speak the truth..
they afraid the outcomes? they afraid the consequences? they afraid changes?

Let me share you guys a song : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u6FcPuCs57o
Pianoboy - The truth that you leave

I my self was a straight forward man, i'm not a coward, but now i'm stuck in something that doesn't seem right.
I'll wait till the time until i know everythings, then i'll tell my stories.. :)
When?? no one knows..

Today i have my dinner with my friend Parents, tell you some secret.
i don't know why all parents like to chat & treat me well, am i really a good guy that you all said?
its a pleasure for me :)
i hope i'll always be the person that you all expected too.. until my own parent also let me decide & listen to what i said.. But i'm still young to have that praise, i still need more experience to become like them.
day by day, i'll slowly climb.
and 1 day i'll make u all proud and i'll share to the world how i become like this now.. :)

Today my parents come, i should be happy.. i won't give any sad face to them..
coz they don't deserved to see it.. :)

~Cen~

Happiness

Who doesn't know what happiness means??
however to obtain that, there were a lot of ways..
1. Through hard work -> Happiness
2. Sacrifice for others ->  Happiness
3. Let go things -> Happiness
and so on..

First & Third was normal, what about second choice?? :)
Sacrifice for greater good to others was really noble, i try to overcome my own sadness for others happiness..
However, i don't know what i did was right or wrong, but i will assume it was right temporary until the time comes..
No one can see or read my mind & how i feel, i'm always a cheerful man that always cherish others outside..
What bout inside me?? *Laughing to myself

~Cen~

New Chapter :)

New chapter of books, i've burn the old chapter of my book..
Now i've re-create new books..
Today was a last day.. Have a great life my friend :)

~Cen~
PS : " when i'm not around the story will fade [ Story never been told :) ] "

Meeting new people

Today, it was quite fun..
I never go to pasar malam before (forget to take picture) actually i can't take picture, because my hand was full of STUFF.. =.=
i went with my friend, before depart she told me "don't shock when i buy things", OK.. but i'm not expecting that she will buy that much..

When night comes, we went to zanmai to meet her step-brother. He was a good n friendly man.. :)

People was come n go, it was not long lasting.. but while we still have chance, try to learn something from others.. it worth.. :)

Next time i'll improve my blog with pict..
Nite Bloggers ~Cen~

Truth that never been told

Everyone have secret, everyone have promise..
But, is it shareable??
People have reason to keep their secret, not to tell anyone..

Currently i have a story that i shouldn't know and heard..
I just keep it secret as "truth that never been told"

Let the time speak & reveal all this secret :)

One Little Tears

Everything in life was come and go..
When in golden state, its call opportunity. When in bad state, its call unlucky..

I've gone through good time n bad time..
now its time for me to withdraw from this situation, knowing more things sometimes makes our life unbalance, know nothing doesn't mean its good, it also unbalance..

I've promise that i need to fulfill and i won't break it because of my feeling..
Maturity was the key to this game..
Life goes on and it always cycle.. be patient, be tolerant, be strong to face anything and you will receive good things in the end..

~Cen~

Pieces of broken glass, story that never been told :)

I've decided to come back as a bloggers..
This time, i'll always spend time in writing and sharing my thought n journey..

Evey human have a story that they keep secretly, either a good one or bad one..
Its like a broken glass.. Some people tend to leave behind the pieces apart n keep going, meanwhile, the others tend to keep the pieces..

Story that end up with a glance n warm ending was very beautiful, but what about end up with tears n dissapointment?

We know that a broken glass can hurt us, but why some people still willing to collect n re-assemble it back?
Its a story that "never been told"

I have my bad times that i ever been through.. A story that end up broken into a tiny little things.. Scar that hard to be removed.. Somehow a scar that makes me traumatic with something..
However, its all was a piece of brain work & It depends on how people decide to face.

Some quote that i can share :
"Great people was not born from easiness and simplicity,
Great people was born from hardwork, dissapointment and tears"

~CEN~