Reasonable

The ridiculous part that hard to tolerate was "Waiting"

Let me share a story,

There was a boy, he have 4 person that whom he used to be trust and out of 4, there was only 1 whom he trust the most. A person that he share everything from the happiest moment until the worst case scenario, without any lie that he ever told. However, something happen and he even didn't know what wrong. The only things he know was "he was the one who start in 1st place" and ask to wait 2 months in order to obtain the answer of what was happening before. Both of them was in deed close, they share, they laugh, they hang out together either in good times or bad times.

For some reason, the boy has share all his story to 1 of the 3 person he trust and he only feel disappoint with what happen now, he cried a day just because of that person and this was the 2nd time of his life he cried like that. He only hope that what the person want to say was reasonable and Because of this un-known problem it make their relationship apart, he has conclude all the things he want to say and he hope what that person want to say worth with all what he did to that person all the time. Which means, do the problem worth with all the things he did to that person?such as helping all the things, standing beside the person in any circumstance until the worst case, taking care when sick, lending half of the hand to that person, giving most of his time to that person and a lot more things he did. But the most important things was, he do it "Unconditionally". He didn't expect any return from that person, he didn't have any purpose behind it. Because he has a "Promise" that he try to keep, no matter what happen until he finish his studies. He ever said that "Being good with others doesn't mean that we have something in return"

Furthermore, he only hopes that the reason that person un-happy was reasonable. Because he need to wait until 2 months to talk about it. The only things that he realize, he always repeating words that maybe that person didn't like. However, he did it because he care, its like parents who keep repeating that things we know over and over again until we bored and tired or even explode when heard that words repeating. Meanwhile, sometimes he annoyed because some reason in the past and start acting like a child. By no means, he already realize that something wrong and not right between them and start apologizing and ............. 'to be continue'

Interested with the story?
It will be updated when the time comes.. :)

Ciaooo blogersss..
~Cen~

Wonderful Life

Finally my holiday comes..
FYI bloggers, i'm going to Australia for vacation purpose.. Next week i'll be abroad.. :p
No worries, i'll still update with other stories out there..
All my problems have vanish, all my burden have gone.. All big things become small now..
I've solve my family problem, helping friends to solve their problem and taking care of them also.. Organize my own life as good as possible, so there won't have any obstacle in front.. so the question, so who will care with me?? MYSELF then.. LOL
This was the life i dream of.. I always start and end my day with a prayer, plan every step everything that i'll do, think about the negative side with what i did.. So when problem comes, i know how to solve it.. :)
Taking risk, planning precautions step, ready with preemptive solution.. :)

Only 1 year left for my study life, teenage age will be gone soon..
I'll try to enjoy my life as teenage as good as possible..

Quote :

"When there seems no way to walk around, look above there was still a lot of empty space to walk"

Interesting quote right??
Simple things start with a simple thought.. Don't make ourself more complicated because nothing was complicated.. Everything was turning up and down, everything was circle like our mother earth.. There were still a lot of things to learn, don't stuck in an empty space.. just "RUN OUT OF THE BOX"

~Cen~

Inspiration :)

Holla Bloggers..
I've done my story that i promise you i'll share last few days :) As far as i live now, the experience that i get, the knowledge that i receive.. i'll try to share as much as i can..
Happy Reading Bloggers.. :)

Quote for today :
*Somehow, i made this quote myself from my experience.. As far as i know, it haven't been create by others.. its from my personal experience.. :)

"Great People was not born from Simplicity & Easiness.. 

However, Great People was born from Hard Work, Disappointment & Tears"

How about this simple and meaningful quote? Do this small words strike through your mind & consciousness?

Be remember dear bloggers, people always makes mistake through out their life.. Mistake was not a big problem if we can deal with, for some reason mistake was 1 of the process of "Growing Up". Don't call or claim our-self clever or genius or talent or gifted without doing any mistakes in life, without mistake done in life people won't learn any life lesson in life.. Remember, never depress, down or stress when we have mistakes and problem in life.. Face it, because there wasn't any "Problem without Solution" Its only a matter with how we deal the problem.. Sometimes it takes times, sometimes it was instance to solve.. Remember Thomas Alva Edison said "I'll not say that i fail 1000 times, But i'll rather say that i discovered there are 1000 ways that can cause failure"

The more mistakes you make, the more things you learn in life.. Remember, the only different between every individual in this world was "EXPERIENCE" Everything that we learn every day, every second, every minute, every weeks until years were accumulated as Experience in life.. When we compare others with our-self, compare how much experience that he/she has face not how happy or beautiful their life was, because every people have their own destiny.. The more experience we have, the more knowledge that we get.. the more mistakes we face, the wiser we are.. Remember "Don't compare yourself with anyone in this world, if you do so, you're just insulting yourself"

For some reason, i want to share with you all.. Never judge people from their outlook, sometimes its count also.. Rather than judging their personality from their face, 1st better we analyze the person from their eyes.. Could You Do it?? it takes experience to master this kind of self-ability.. 2nd, try to talk with the person who interact with you. you can learn from how their body language move, lips, eyes, hands, legs, and so on..3rd how the person greet us and end a conversation with us.. Remember Mother Teresa ever said that "When you start judging about other people, you have no time to love and know them"

Furthermore, Become a great person was indeed a tough task for every human being in this universe.. Every individual want to become perfect in everyone eyes.. Ask our-self, can we become a perfect person?? The answer was "NO" from the previous blog i share, I've discuss about in-permanency.. people only can Learn & Change day by day.. People learn how to minimize their own weaknesses and maximize their strength.. Remember "If someone feel that they had never made a mistake in their life, Then, it means they had never tried a new things in their life"

Bloggers, start to learn any smallest things that we face in our life.. Ever hear someone said that "Regret was the most hateful word that people try to avoid" Before we start regretting about what we done in the past, why don't we start to appreciate with what we did in the past? Make it as an experience to build more Solid Foundation in our future.. Make all those past things as a fresh start in the future, CAN YOU?

It almost end of my sharing session, i hope what i share with you all can help you guys to Learn & Change start from this second you read up my blog.. Share all your knowledge that you know, the experience that you have face to the others who were still down in a Box Of Sorrow.. Lend your hand to Lift them up & Walk with them side by side. From the sadness you receive , disappointment you face, tears you regret.. Make them all become the experience you obtain and give "YOURSELF A BIG SMILE :)" with what you have achieve and done.. this how Great People was CREATED..

Before i end my session i'll share some short words, when you want to succeed in life. There are 3 rules that we need to know :
1. Know more than Others,
2. Works more than Others,
3. Expect less than Others.

~CenWie~

Motivation For Next blog.. :)

Holla bloggers, the next blog that i will post was purely about motivation in life..
I'm still working on it..
Hope my experience and knowledge about life can help you guys to build our-self to become a better person.. :)

Simple Quote for today

"Balance was the key to Succeed"

Balance has a wide meaning.. So i give you all some example :

*When we were at university life, we must divide the portion between study,working and friends.. This were the 3 most important things in teenage life.. Don't too focus in one aspect, 3 of them must in balance weight.. WHY?? when a person was too focus on their study, what they get only "Books Knowledge" not the working experience and Friendship.. so do others.. Divide them all to 1/3 each.. Then we can learn, know and enjoy in our teenage life..

*When you have relationship, remember not to fight one side.. WHY?? In relationship, 1st we start with our commitment how to maintain time and future planning.. This 1st step was the most important, it must be keep balance.. 2nd Find each other when having communication, not only 1 side talking.. This 2nd step must also maintain in balance.. 3rd most important concept in relationship was, maintaining the balance in how we think.. try to synchronize both of our way of thinking.. When people have the same idea and point of view, everything will goes according to what we plan.. REMEMBER!! Don't give someone all of your time, if they're only gonna give you half of their time.. 

So the moral story that i share with this simple quote meant a lot was it??

There were more story that can be told and share with this simple quote.. What was your story blogger?? :)

I've a passion of sharing and guiding people to become a better and better person.. But i disclaim myself 1st, i'm not sure that i, myself was indeed a person that have a bright view within myself.. I'm just an imperfect human being that try to learn & change about this life.. :)

Enjoy reading Bloggers.. :)

~Cen~

Simple but meaningful :)

Simple and short qoute :

 "Letting go for a greater good"

This simple quote have a lot of meaning, depends on who was reading the quote..
Sometimes it can meant for "OUR-SELF" or "OTHERS"
This quote was simply for people who have try, try & try until they reach the top of what they hope.. 

BUT, it still either "FAIL" or "SUCCEED"

A lot more stories can be elaborate & express out from that simple quote..
What was the quote meant to YOU bloggers?? :)
For me, I've a reason to create this short story..

You can share about your story in my message BOX, let others know what was your experience with this quote.. :)

~Cen~

Another Song :D

Frankie J - Don't wanna Try
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wdwalTpejhQ&feature=related

(oooo)...dont wanna try dont wanna try (try try)
(oooo)..dont wanna try no more
(ooo)..dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try


Verse 1
i cant believe u had the nerve to say the things u said
they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
i cant believe it ..4 years go down the drain
oh how i wish things would of happened so differently
i tryd to save it so many times but you still couldnt see
u kept insistin and resistin that u would not fall again
and now u tryin to tell me that ur sorry
and ur tryin to come back home
ur tellin me u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby i


-Chorus
dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
dont wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
i hurt u bad to when we both begin to cry
dont wanna try dont wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin on when all we do is hurt our love


Verse 2
u and i had many conversations on the telephone
talks about one day we having a place of our own
wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table
but all of that just seems so far away from me
had to wake up face reality
it all just seem to good to be true after all you put me through
and now u tryin to tell me that ur sorry
and u tryin to come back home
u tellin me that u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby i


-Chorus
dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
dont wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
i hurt u bad to when we both begin to cry
dont wanna try dont wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin on when all we do is hurt our love


[..fading into beat]
(dont wanna try dont wanna try)
(dont wanna try no more)
(dont wanna try dont wanna try..oo)


(dont wanna try dont wanna try)
(dont wanna try no more)
(dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more ooo) 

~Cen~

I miss you :)

Can Someone say i miss you, when they were not even have any relation either friends or love one??
why not??because its an expression of how people feel.. :D

So can i say " I MISS YOU"
sure i can say it out loud, but...

~Cen~

CIAOOOOO!!!

Little Life Lesson :) *Friends

As a time goes on,everything in this universe were change.. People, City, Terrain, Weather Cycle and so on.. But what was unchange in this universe??
Nothing was it?? People also can old, Building will also collapse.. everything will change..

From this little story i share, we can learn something that " CHANGES WERE FEARFUL" everyone didn't want to get old, when they rich they don't want to become poor, when they were beautiful or handsome they don't want age consume it.. Everything was not PERMANENT in this world..

Start appreciate with what we have now, while we have both arms and leg as well as a brain to think.. Try to appreciate friends and families that have accompany use through our life.. Appreciate our love one who taking care of us when parents were not next beside us..

Value the relationship with our love one, our friend.. value them from what have they did to use, their time, their existence, their care that they have spent with us like our parents did to us..
However, people were tend to forget this simple principle of life..
Sometimes they accidentally mis-match the good and the bad one.. When the one that too close to us, we think they were annoying and think they have something behind their act.. while the one that new and start to come close to us, they think they don't have any intention behind their act and start to think they were just a friend to share with.. This false mis-conception can lead people to have pro and con in their life..

Friends were always come and go like a wind, while they were still beside us value them according their behavior, honesty and if they really worth as our friend, keep them as like treasure..
Because, when they were Gone because the careless of us.. they won't come back to us anymore..
So don't ever mis-judge our friends, our love one.. Don't change how we treat our friends, because a little changes made by use can lead to something good or bad to others..

Friends -> Relationship -> Married -> Old Together or
Friends -> Relationship -> Stranger or
Friends -> Good friends -> Eternal friends or
Friends -> Good friends -> Stranger or
Friends -> Good friends -> Enemy

You choose and be "WISE"

Hope the sharing can build you all to appreciate friends more than before.. :)
Meeting was not a coincidence, sometimes it have a reason behind it.. Find out and analyze their value, were they worth??were they special??

Quote " Respect the old one before we start to respect the new one, this was how we acknowledge ourself as a human "

~CEN~

Final chapter.. :D

Hello bloggers...
Finally i have done with my exam, its been awhile since i'm this free.. :)
Today, i'm going to share my personal story.. hope when i wrote it out, it can help me lift some of my unhealthy feeling out.. :D

1st to be truth, i'm not a clumsy type of person who did silly things and act harshly to all people surround me, i just didn't want that people know me and to close to me for some reason..:)
i'm setting their mind to think that i'm silly & stupid.. Until no one realize why i do so..
Meanwhile, sometimes i feel pity to myself.. but i enjoy it, why??
because there will be no one that will care & annoy me.. :)
every things that people do have their pro and con..

So far, there was not even any people that can look through what type of people was i..
I'm using lady gaga - POKER FACE to cover it :p

ok, today i'll start hibernating myself.. its been a rough year for me..
To be truth, sometimes i blame GOD because why he never give me any sweet to enjoy.. i only receive pain & disappointment.. its been the THIRD time for me to face this kind of situation..
Its really unfair.. when things was just good, there will be some obstacles blocking..
and it end up not as i plan.. Dear GOD, i only need a person who can understand, care & support me for all the things i do.. When i found one, you always send them to other person and i end up cleaning their mess..
Once i still can understand, twice was bearable..but what if three times?? its really something.. *sigh
have i ever done something wrong?? do i ever make something bad??

i'll keep my behavior like this until someone can see trough all my thought..
I'm serious with what i said and i'm serious with what i do in the future..
Should i back to the person that cool, but end up with trouble??
or now clumsy but no one cares??
i prefer now, why because no one will care and even say i'm stupid..haha..

currently, i've bound with my own promise not to start any relationship..
and it really distract me to do something more than a friend..
i'm a man of word, i never ever broke my own promise.. Because, if i couldn't bear my own word.. how the hell will i teach my child & other people to do so? while i myself was a promise breaker??
Dear GOD, please.. don't always sends the one that i really care to other people that was not even serious with what they did.. and don't send someone to me when i only feel pity on them..
I've never ever skip prayer before i went to sleep, i never pray for my own good but i send merits to all people around me, so i hope you just give me some happiness that i can feel.. :)

Thanks GOD.. :p
Ciaooooo...
~Cen Wie~

PS : the 3 of this person will know, if they read my blog.. :D

Be Right Back

Holla bloggers, i'll delay the updates of my blog..
Final Exam comes soon, this was uni life.. STUDY STUDY n STUDY.. :)

8 november was my last day exam, after finish..
i'll post up some new stories.. so on 9 November, i'll share 1 personal story..
and follow with more motivation story and activities..

Things has change much recently, Express what we think and feel was not criminal & illegal..
so, no offense to the person who think was inside the story.. :)

Wish Me Luck for my Exam.. :D
Ciaooo....

~Cen Wi~

Motivation

Currently.. i hear a lot stories from my friends..
listening & giving advice to them..
If i tie all the knot, most of them was "love stories"
how could i give a wise advice when i myself barely experiencing in this Field..
and i don't know why, all of them agree & follow what i said & share..
I appreciate it my friends.. :)

I'm not a person who can do all sort of things, experiencing all life lesson..
I'm just a normal guy, who grow up normally like other people..

1 quote that i will share to you guys " One of the Greatest Mental freedom was truly not caring what anyone else thinks of you"
When we can eliminate this simple rule call "Mental Orientation" then we will feel something difference in our life.. :)

Bloggers, remember things that were meant to be yours will be yours in the end, no matter how it goes.. so do "LOVE"
every meeting always have ending.. :)

ANDDDD!!! lets called it a day..
2mollo i will have a BBQ party with my temple society..
will update the fun and share to you all..
May you all be well and happy always..

Last quote of the day "

Nite Bloggers.. :D

Satisfaction :D

Hello bloggers, its been a long time since i post a story..
Before that, i finally have finish all my Uni assignment, i used to called it "asshitment" ==' pordon my language.. ROFL..

OK.. let me ask you all a question..
What do you think about LOVE??
is it painful??meaningful??enjoyable??

everyone have their answer right?? i also seeking for answer.. :)
sometimes, its a bit confuse "when people feel comfort with someone doesn't mean they like each other, sometimes it does.. :)"

I really seeking a person who can really care with me, for the truth, i'm not even know what LOVE was, some say it was warmth like our mother love to their child..

I've promise i made to myself, this promise really bind me to seek for the answer..
When i achieved my promise, i don't even know that i can find the answer or not.. :p
However, i promise to myself.. i won't let the person go, even it cost me a lot of things.. i'll really fight for the person coz i'll really serious that time.. :)

This was the test for myself, i must be patient.. i've grown until this far..
i'm not a kid anymore.. :)
Life must balance right?? So do in relationship.. never fight alone, fight together.. :)

For those who have their love one next to you, be "GRATEFUL" , because there were still alot of people outside that didn't have life partner..
For those who still seeking their love one, try not to pessimist, because we all were special person, a special person born with different in physically & mentally.. just wait & fight till someone realize that we were special in their "EYES"
For those who born in-perfect, don't feel that we were being thrown away from society, try to do something that can make ourself special instead of complaining ourself. Because,there was no difference between the in-perfect and normal person..
Everyone have "STRENGTH & WEAKNESS" :)

~Cen~

Busy Like a bee.. :p

Holla bloggers, sorry there hasn't any update in my blog..
due to an enormous and tremendous assignment pressure this 2 weeks..
universtiy life =='

however, soon i finish my assignment..
i got something to share to you all..
I have some inspiration i wish to share.. :D

Ciaoooo bloggers... :p

~Cen~

Story about Pencil & Eraser

Pencil: I'm sorry..

Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong..

Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time..

Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do some...thing wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

This was very inspiring.. bloggers, no matter what this story was.. Remember, never afraid of doing mistakes.. coz, mistakes was a process of growing..

Other moral value was : A pencil was ourself and Eraser was our parents and people who were close to you..
Imagine it and start to respect and love our parents and our dearest more.. :)

"All my life, I've been the pencil.. And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day. For I know that one day, all that I'm left with would be eraser shavings and memories of what I used to have..." This is to all the parents out there...

Voila bloggers.. :p

Hot Spring With Lovely Family :D

Finally i'm back to my condo.. Home sweat home bloggers..
I'll share something that you guys will think "WOW, its quite special"
This was the first time i go to HOT SPRING..(real one ehh.. :p)
Btw, i went with my family.. its 4 of us having this wonderful trip..

Destination : Sungkai, before IPOH (malaysia)..
start at 11a.m, after having our late breakfast.. we straightly go to the destination that i said before..

i snap the view of the trip when i'm on my way.. :)

Tadaaaa...i'm arrive at the destination...
forget to take the MAP's of the Spring..but never mind..
i start from the 1st place..
entry per person was : 10RM
This 1st location was called "Mountain Water"
this swimming pond was filled with the real mountain water.. its smells really fresh :p

Next location, "Hot Spring Therapy"

Both of my leg was boiled by a 45 Celsius hot spring, effect after -> RED leg..zzzz.. but its really relaxing, its like all your blood flow normally.. that's why its listed as "Therapy"

This 1 called, leg therapy.. the stone that attached on the floor was unique, it says, when people have sickness.. their leg will feel pain when they walk over.. :)

This 1 was for hands :)

Next was the HOT SPRING pond.. :D

Quite fascinating right the place??
i spend almost 4 hours inside this area.. however, we're abit unlucky.. WHY??
because we can't feel the "indian massage" because we need to stay a night in order to have this massage.. :(
and 1 more, the jacuzzi.. we haven't try it..Next trip, for sure i will go try it.. :D

eittsss... its not end yet bloggers..
i still have something that unique here.. ever try boiling "eggs" in hot spring??
this little spring have at least 100 Celsius degree, dun try to put ur hand inside the water.. you might burn ur own hands.. :)

Unique right?? :p

so this was the trip i spent with my family..
tomorrow they went back to indonesia aldy.. Miss you all, will meet again next time in a next trip..hehe..

ok, its a bit late aldy..
i need to take a rest also, hope this information can help you guys to know more about a little vacation in malaysia.. :D

Ciaooo bloggers..
~Cen~

A story i learn in the last 3 months :)

There are a lot of people that i meet through out my life, i learn their behavior, their way of thinking,their story, their act of nature one by one..
in order to know more about things in this world..
Learning was a way to grown right??
some i respect, some i ignore, some i dis-respect..

But currently, a person i meet, i know, and i think have a good experience & way of thinking in life was just the same with the other kids that just started to grown..
The way he/she talk was like an adult, but in the end..
i can only close half of my eyes.. *_^
This time i misjudge.. sighhh..

Sorry, i can't take it already, you will be fine with or without me not i will be fine with or without you my friend.. :D
i've teach, share and help he/she my best.. but in the end, he/she was just still the same, no difference at all..
Now i know all the story of he/she (mostly)..don't blame me why i away.. :)
Like someone ever share "when you have 2 piece of 5$ and 1 piece of 10$, if both of them lost, which 1 will be more hurt?" so do in real life, when we have 100 friends, we only lose 1 from 100.. you won't feel any problem.. :)
You give me range, i give you ravine..

Meeting new people was easy, but how to protect those good people was hard..
Someday, he/she will learn something in life..
Next year will be he/she learning steps.. :)

NB : "Never sacrifices people without a strong reason and own feeling, because things that have been sacrifices won't back twice, because 2nd chance was Rare"

~Cen~

Author injuried.. =='

Bloggers, can you imagine how painful when your head stomp directly to the ground?
currently i have that pain now..
the story start Yesterday evening, i'm going to play Futsal or called street soccer..
i accidentally injured myself while i want to stop the ball that pass by my team..
what injured that i got?? it quite impressive..
Every play dota?? i can called it "RAMPAGE"
injured in 5 different places..
1. Back of head..
2. Right neck..
3. Left waist..
4. Right Knee..
5. Left Ankle..

Don't ask me how it all can happen in 1 shot.. i myself also can't tell you guys how it happen in instance..LOL..
now i'm walking like a "PENGUIN" and my neck cannot move freely..zzzzz..
Happy injury for me.. =='

~Cen~

Nostalgic with words that i write 3 years ago.. :p

Holla bloggers, let me share with you all what i've write 3 years ago, when i was working.. :)
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1323123138&sk=notes&s=10#!/note.php?note_id=56510571064

Sharing My words.....
Some word & some sentence can describe your personality & behavior :
I'll Share with you what i can or i have with my words...

Words for you who care for someone :
"If we cannot love the person who we see,
how can we love god,
who we can't see??"

Words for you who pessimistic :
"Don't compare yourself with anyone in this world,
If you do so, you're just insulting yourself"

Words for you who are a winner not a loser :
"If you win, you not need to explain,
But if you lose, you should not be there to explain"

Words for you who are optimistic :
"I'll not say i fail 1000 times,
But i'll say that i discovered there are 1000 ways that can cause failure"

Words for you who only care with the world :
"Everyone thinks of changing the world,
But no one thinks of changing himself/ herself"

Words for you who born unlucky/poor :
"If you born poor, its not your mistake,
But if you die poor, it's your mistake"

Words for you who always think yourself perfect :
"If someone feel that they had never made a mistake in their life,
Then, it means they had never tried a new things in their life"
&
"If you start judging people,
you will be having no time to love them...."

AND THE LAST SENTENCE I LIKE TO SAY,
Words for you who work hard with the "SUCCESS" word :
I give you 3 words to describe it,
1. Know more than others.
2. Work more than others, and
3. Expect less than others.


Here the final words.....
There are a thousand ways, a thousand possibilities, a thousand future....ahead in your life.
But there is only one thing that we must remember perfectly,
We (people) may not look backward to the PAST,
We (people) may not look forward to the FUTURE.
We (people) must not regret what we have NOW.
Because....
YESTERDAY was a HISTORY....
TOMORROW is a MYSTERY.... BUT,
TODAY is a GIFT....

Peace, WORLD.
~Cen~

Boring lecture while nothing to do

Ola readers! Currently the author is not available to write any story, due to his lovely ipad is being kidnapped by me. Lol. (kidnapping is fun though)
We're now having a very boring lecture at LT7, and the lecture is explaining about banks, financial system so on n bla3.. how I wish that I can go back early.
Sigh sigh sigh.

Anw? How's ur guys' hollyday? Having fun with ur family or lovely one? ;)
Holiday is over and let me share our story with u.
We go to the Bukit Tinggi, Genting and Karaoke in 24 hours. It's massively insane and tiring. We got to climb up the hill which makes me almost faint on the spot. Shoot! But it vanishes when u see the view and smell the nice air there! Superb! :D

Well, thank you for my friend that was willing to bring us around Malaysia. It was fun to have ur best friend around while u got nothing to do. ;) We're waiting for the next trip anyway!
rofl.

And now excuse me to pay back my attention to the lecture. Sigh again.
Ciao readers!
Have a nice day :3
Xoxo

Every meeting have an ending..

Today, i will lose 1 of my good friend.. because he will go to china for further education..
I believe, every meeting will have an ending right??however, who like the ending part??

He was a similar type of person like me.. a friend that i respect, a friend who i consider as a member of my family and so do him.. :) however, the time for us to get along with each other stop today..
its been 7 years we being friend, helping each other, sharing to each other.. but never burden each other..
a friend that can be count on, a friend that can do anything, a friend that have a great foresight..
he was the first one that i can consider as a great friend.. could i find another replacement??

We will grown up to become a better person, so when we meet up in another day, we can share more knowledgeable and mature topic.. :)
One day, i will write a story about my life, my career, my friends, my family, my lovely one and my journey that i've been trough in my entire life..
i guaranteed it will be a nice story to be read. A story that can build, motivate people who read it.. :)
This was a promise that i make myself. and haven't break any promise that i made to myself..

~Cen~

Little things of myself.. :D

Now i'm slowly climb back to my best shape..
i've try my best.. this was the way to grow more mature day by day..
I'm almost 22 years aldy, i've been trough good times & bad times..
I know what was the best for myself and the others..
And i won't be a burden of others..

I got 2 eyes & a brain that a bit different from others..
there won't be anyone that can lie from me..
when i know something, i'll slowly analyze it.. :p

Quote : "Life was like a puzzle, a lot ways to solve it.. but in the end, it was only a puzzle itself with 1 answer"


~Cen~

Little Life Lesson :)

Being good with someone doesn't mean that they seek something in return from the others..
sometimes it was an act of nature..
sometimes it was a form of happiness by others..

Try helping others without thinking that we want something from them..
and you will feel relieve when you made it.. :D

~Cen~

Learning was a way to grown..

I've learn something again in life..
Nothing can be force in life, because all things happen naturally..
Coincidences or fate was GOD who decide..

sometimes, what people need was not always means that they want..
however, people only try to express their emotion through somethings..

Think more critically with what we want, what we feel, what we need..
Calculate all the possible outcomes in the future..
Will it be a good fortune in the horizon??
Will it be a good prospect in the future??
Will it be a good achievement in the future??

Feelings was a simple things that created by our own mind..
when people like something, people tend to force the nature in order to obtain their wants..
Without thinking anything ahead.. :)

I've back to my nature again.. Less care about useless things..
such as Love, people problem & unnecessary things..
do more things that boast me become more mature man and spread happiness around..
this was my pledge, my oath and my promise..
let all things flow "NATURALLY"

Quote of the day - "Friends were like a rose, its beautiful when it blossom, but its ugly when it rooten.. Means, try to respect the old one before meeting the new one, because things was come & go unexpectedly"

~Cen~

Song for share.. :)

 Demi Lovato - Skycraper
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r_8ydghbGSg&ob=av2e

Feel the Lyric & Music.. :D
Good day Bloggers..
~Cen~

Burden Lifted

Finally, it lifted.. I feel very light aldy..
Why?? i have said what i want to said to the person..
The truth, the talk was not exactly what i want to say, but same la..
i re-create new conversation, but overall.. i just want to know the truth..

There are a lot ways to ROME right??
1 answer, but a lot of ways to obtain the answer.. haha..
so now, back to normal aldy..
for me i'm still like my old me, but you?? i don't know.. :p

Good friends hard to find, so do close friends..

~Cen~

Its time take a move

I've think clearly for a couple of weeks..
Now i decide to end my problem by telling the truth..
Its been a rough weeks and i think i don't want be like how i am now..

~Cen~

Patient :)

How we train ourself to become self motivate?
How we build ourself to have strong character?
How we attach ourself to obtain strong mental?
How we adept ourself to a situation that crowded?
How we convince others to think that we are special?

The key to succeed was "PATIENT"
This words was simple, however it have a deep meaning behind it..
try to put "PATIENT" words in the end of every question that i Write above as an aswer..

by using this simple word, we can create so many wonderful things in this universe..
However, patient was not the only things that we need in.. "BY CHANCE" was the second important things..
Pair it again as an answer to the question..

Have you all realize how important this 2 words??
Start ur day in this beginning of September by using those 2 words as a guidance trough out your daily activity.. 

Hope it can help you all build a better personality and way of thinking.. :)

VOILA bloggers..
~Cen~ September

Relaxing in the middle of hardnesship..

Let me share something today..
There was a lot of place in malaysia, a lot of foods, a lot of place to live..
but the Question, was it suitable for us??

i found a place where i think was quite good, its far from city and less crowded..
Today i stay at my aunty condominum in Mont kiara, Kepong area..
This place was really nice, they have a good breeze of wind, less people and calm atmosphere..

This was the condo, its called bougainvilla :p

I take it from the canopy, by seeing the mountain that surrounded the condo, u'll feel how fresh the air was here.. ;)

I don't eat much during my vacation here with my family..
you guys know that i still have problem myself.. ;p
i wish i could settle it fast.. but must be patient..lol..

Breakfast menu, we go to ipoh road to eat "DIM SUM"
this things was nice, i like dim sum.. (but babura n nelayan on my hometown at medan, indonesia was unbeatable ;p)

We just eat a bit for breakfast, coz my dad aldy eat DA PAO (means bakpao in indonesia, roubao in chinese)
plus, i dun have any appetite.. i woke up at 6 in the morning and can't sleep aldy.. =='

Lunch : i skip it.. dun feel like going to eat anything..haha..
we going to city today, meet my parent temple member.. 30 people coming to malaysia for vacation..
GAO MEN TIM -> can't be control all..lol..
Back to house and teach my MOM how to use Blackberry Messanger and make some program for my mom lappie, for business purpose..haha..

Dinner : some-more, i like traditional food.. long time i didn't eat aldy..

 Menu : steam head salmon fish with garlic and tomato, xiao li bai chai and potato mince pork.. what a perfect dish..haha..

This was called taiwan rice, its a bit red and purple.. the rice was quite nice.. but i can't eat it all..
i share 3/4 to my dad..lol..
and i only eat a bit of the fish..really no appetite at all..=='

so, here i am.. back for good to my HOME SWEET HOME apartment at sunway..
i plan to cook something 2mollo, at least i do something to boast back my mood..
this couple weeks was really bad.. however, i still can smile while i'm outside..
still my parents didn't suspicious with me.. Like i have 2 face..haha..

Lets called it a  day bloggers..
~Cen~

The Truth..

Why people tend to have hard time to speak the truth..
they afraid the outcomes? they afraid the consequences? they afraid changes?

Let me share you guys a song : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u6FcPuCs57o
Pianoboy - The truth that you leave

I my self was a straight forward man, i'm not a coward, but now i'm stuck in something that doesn't seem right.
I'll wait till the time until i know everythings, then i'll tell my stories.. :)
When?? no one knows..

Today i have my dinner with my friend Parents, tell you some secret.
i don't know why all parents like to chat & treat me well, am i really a good guy that you all said?
its a pleasure for me :)
i hope i'll always be the person that you all expected too.. until my own parent also let me decide & listen to what i said.. But i'm still young to have that praise, i still need more experience to become like them.
day by day, i'll slowly climb.
and 1 day i'll make u all proud and i'll share to the world how i become like this now.. :)

Today my parents come, i should be happy.. i won't give any sad face to them..
coz they don't deserved to see it.. :)

~Cen~

Happiness

Who doesn't know what happiness means??
however to obtain that, there were a lot of ways..
1. Through hard work -> Happiness
2. Sacrifice for others ->  Happiness
3. Let go things -> Happiness
and so on..

First & Third was normal, what about second choice?? :)
Sacrifice for greater good to others was really noble, i try to overcome my own sadness for others happiness..
However, i don't know what i did was right or wrong, but i will assume it was right temporary until the time comes..
No one can see or read my mind & how i feel, i'm always a cheerful man that always cherish others outside..
What bout inside me?? *Laughing to myself

~Cen~

New Chapter :)

New chapter of books, i've burn the old chapter of my book..
Now i've re-create new books..
Today was a last day.. Have a great life my friend :)

~Cen~
PS : " when i'm not around the story will fade [ Story never been told :) ] "

Meeting new people

Today, it was quite fun..
I never go to pasar malam before (forget to take picture) actually i can't take picture, because my hand was full of STUFF.. =.=
i went with my friend, before depart she told me "don't shock when i buy things", OK.. but i'm not expecting that she will buy that much..

When night comes, we went to zanmai to meet her step-brother. He was a good n friendly man.. :)

People was come n go, it was not long lasting.. but while we still have chance, try to learn something from others.. it worth.. :)

Next time i'll improve my blog with pict..
Nite Bloggers ~Cen~

Truth that never been told

Everyone have secret, everyone have promise..
But, is it shareable??
People have reason to keep their secret, not to tell anyone..

Currently i have a story that i shouldn't know and heard..
I just keep it secret as "truth that never been told"

Let the time speak & reveal all this secret :)

One Little Tears

Everything in life was come and go..
When in golden state, its call opportunity. When in bad state, its call unlucky..

I've gone through good time n bad time..
now its time for me to withdraw from this situation, knowing more things sometimes makes our life unbalance, know nothing doesn't mean its good, it also unbalance..

I've promise that i need to fulfill and i won't break it because of my feeling..
Maturity was the key to this game..
Life goes on and it always cycle.. be patient, be tolerant, be strong to face anything and you will receive good things in the end..

~Cen~

Pieces of broken glass, story that never been told :)

I've decided to come back as a bloggers..
This time, i'll always spend time in writing and sharing my thought n journey..

Evey human have a story that they keep secretly, either a good one or bad one..
Its like a broken glass.. Some people tend to leave behind the pieces apart n keep going, meanwhile, the others tend to keep the pieces..

Story that end up with a glance n warm ending was very beautiful, but what about end up with tears n dissapointment?

We know that a broken glass can hurt us, but why some people still willing to collect n re-assemble it back?
Its a story that "never been told"

I have my bad times that i ever been through.. A story that end up broken into a tiny little things.. Scar that hard to be removed.. Somehow a scar that makes me traumatic with something..
However, its all was a piece of brain work & It depends on how people decide to face.

Some quote that i can share :
"Great people was not born from easiness and simplicity,
Great people was born from hardwork, dissapointment and tears"

~CEN~

Friendship will never End.. :)

A friend is like a flower,
a rose to be exact,
Or maybe like a brand new gate
that never comes unlatched.
A friend is like an owl,
both beautiful and wise.
Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost,
whose spirit never dies.
A friend is like a heart that goes
strong until the end.
Where would we be in this world
if we didn't have a friend.

Because you're my Best Friend..

When you are sad,
I will dry your tears.
When you are scared,
I will comfort your fears.
When you are worried,
I will give you hope.
When you are confused,
I will help you cope.
And when you are lost,
And can't see the light.
I shall be your beacon
Shining ever so bright
This is my oath.
I pledge till the end.
Why you may ask?
Because you're my friend.

"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Walk beside me and be my friend."
~Cur~

CameRon HighlanDs..

Its been tiring day but yet it's a nice holiday... Although my Final Exam coming soon, though i choose to spent my time more with my house mates n friends which i describe as a "Friends Quality Time"..

This trip we gone to Cameron Highlands, which was in Malaysia..
this place was quite nice, the weather was cold and fresh.. Its a Highlands what..LOL..
Which can be specifies as a Tea Highlands.. in Cameron they produce a lot of TEA..
Here some Of the picture i can share :

Actually this was our 1st stop for our tea Time.. :)

Oh ya..i forget to tell u there's a WaterFall there, but i forget the name aldy.. ==''

And here's my fellas :

Refreshment..

Finally, all the hell things called assignment was finish ON TIME without any disturbance..
Dunno why i did things all can be this smooth.. i think GOD always lead me on the right track..
however, only one things was not SMOOTH!! :)
Until now, i still seeking for the "Answer" hope when the time comes in a right place, i can get the satisfying answer.. :)

Now, what i want to do??
Take a deep hibernation for a couple days.. coz what will happen next??
my FINAL EXAM soon on Mid of June..

Going to sleep bloggers...
btw i'm new with blog, i'll learn how to make my blog more interesting n learn how to share Picture.. :)
~CEN~

The Start of New Life :)

Welcome to my little corner of my life :)

i'll start to share my story soon, when i got my IPAD2..
Hope this little things can help me to overcome any feeling i felt & any journey i face..
Either happiness or sadness..

Currently, i'm busy with my studies.. so HOPE i can finish it ASAP & start Blogging.. :)

C'ya guys..
~CenWi~